So, one minute I'm fine, and the next thing I know the damn IF devil is back. She's haunting me. I'm way too excited and happy, so part of me thinks that everything is just too good to be true. I blame my thoughts on too much Googleing and too many message boards. I also blame the RE's office for not doing betas on a weekend. I am very aware that worrying does not do anything for the body, but I think many IF girls can relate. Two years of big fat negatives really start to weigh-in on the mind.
Ugh, that was so depressing. I know the point of my blog is to help others along the way, but the blog is kind of like a journal for me. I've noticed that getting my honest feelings out has really helped me to lift some of the burden off.
Well, it's after 11pm so I should go to sleep. I'll hope for another good night of rest and I will def be POAS in the morning.