June 23, 2010

Lupron, Schmupron!

Day one of Lupron injections. . . so easy. Those needles are just teeny tiny. I'm not going to lie, I barely slept last night. I think I was just so excited to get this whole thing started. Though the whole shin-dig doesn't really start until stims, I consider this the beginning of my IVF cycle! Whoo hoo!

So, I've noticed how positive I've been lately, and once in a while, that little IF devil sits on my shoulder and gives me an ear-tug.
IF Devil: Why are you so excited? You know this isn't going to work. Go back to being depressed.

Me: Go away! I loved my Lupron injection. Scram or I'm getting the fly swatter.

IF Devil: BFN, BFN. You don't want to get your hopes up like you have in the past. Have you not learned anything the past two years?

Me: But Dr. Miller says this is going to work. I'm going to get my LO someday. And Mr. Later Than Most told me to appreciate my working out, because I may soon enough have to take it easy. Even he is being positive.

IF Devil: Yea, yea. Heard it, heard it. You are taking a big chance with your positive attitude. Soon enough it'll be, "I told you so."

And so goes the story of IF. Just when you are up, you kinda have to make yourself come back to reality.

Well, screw you IF! I did yoga this morning and I'm feeling good (thanks for the tip Babatte from TWW)!

1 comment:

Christina said...

I'm getting flashbacks of your previous posts of having BBP disorder! haha! If you ever need me to beat the devil off your shoulder we'll meet in the middle in Akron, Ohio! Just call, I'll be there......7hours later!!!! :-) xoxo